wouldn't it be nice...

2006-05-17T23:39:00.000-07:00

*process of detoxifying*

*ninja outing @ brewerkz*

these are e few that i know will be there in my life... miss e time in ninja, miss e bond we shared, love you peepz!! my life wont be e same w/o u guys! hahaha... thats a definite one!

2006-05-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

ppl are saying things about you... yet i choose not to believe...

i trust you and i feel for you...

waiting...

2006-05-08T00:53:00.000-07:00

4 e someone i miss...

"Unbelievable"
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have,
and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

2006-05-04T19:14:00.000-07:00

went village @ china sq to celebrate jane's birthday... did something embarrassing upon everyone's request but gotta be sporting right? haha... proceed to ZOUK afterwards along w several others... quite alot of unprecedented incidents happened over there.. a night of unexpected encounters! =p 0000...

did something stupid... at least i think that was STUPID! hadn't done this kinda things for ages... 3 yrs at least? wanted to surprise her with a bouquet of sunflowers , her fav? searched high and low for it as it was kinda last min... never had i spent so much on flowers be4? haha... pre-ordered over e phone then went down to collect it fr Xpressflowers! bought a card and small slice of cake to go along with it... picked her up and head down to botanical gardens 2359...

2006-05-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

UBIN TRIP!!! a day marred with injuries... me, bestie, li lin and neng hao
check out e wonderful pix man... fantastic trip! need i say more?

*fun crazy madness*

* me and jane*

2006-04-28T21:51:00.002-07:00

unity camp ended! to my great time relief! it wasnt easy controlling these kids... had fun though! some left quite a bad impression on me e.g e boy (who cares what his name was) who goes ard thinking e world revolves ard him and e girl zhi ying whom was angry with me for asking her to do area cleaning (omg refusing to clean toilet?) what e fark right... gave e whole grp a talking to after that to educate them!!! oh one of my EV fr e girl : 'zhijian very bad want, every false ppl to do things, next time dont come already'

went towning after camp... had lunch and went back home straight to catch a nap *shagged* met up with vincent and irving at night at KAP and got an unexpected call...

2006-04-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

managed to close sales on sunday! yippie! thanks for e jiayou! wahahaha it was only till evening time that crowd started coming in... its another kind lady who stopped and listened to what i had to say... think i got affinity with young ladies! haha... love doing sales man, you get to meet ppl from all walks of life... truly appreciate those nice ppl who are polite to you yet have to tolerate with those unreasonable one! you know those kind you turn your back after they leave and you start to make funny expressions on your face to ARGH! well.. i learnt more than just dealing with ppl.. all e business tactics and blah... great experience!

2006-04-22T08:26:00.000-07:00

*norman's engagement + ninja fellows*

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
some people search forever
for that one special kiss
oh I can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this

2006-04-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

*check out e cool small prints at e bottom of e plastics*

2006-04-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

its been raining all afternoon! hate it when it rains... made my way down at e moe camp at jln bahtera for campfire with nanhua pri sch kids... cab fare was 10 bucks from cck? seriously a waste of $$ and time! in retrospect, its nowhere comparable to e rg camp! fond memories! haha hey i still have these on my bulletin! nice...

*Hei She Hui*

2006-04-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

e usual gang of 3 went for supper at chomp chomp! place was full however, so we decided to take a stroll down serangoon gardens and found this lovely restaurant "FRIENDS"... bumped into 2 of my bmt platoon mates there(whats their names again? haha) ... hawaiian pizza's great!

*aptly-named F.R.I.E.N.D.S*

*watch out! i bite...*

2006-04-13T04:13:00.000-07:00

*i love ben & jerry's!!!!!*

2006-04-12T10:32:00.000-07:00

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making

shall turn this into a photoblog real soon... its getting boring...

2006-04-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

*mum's birthday today!*

2006-04-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

when you ask a favour from anyone, be sure to check your tone ya? no one's obliged to help...

2006-04-04T23:46:00.000-07:00

HOLY xxxx, i made myself and 2 other frens HIGH with my stupidity, brainless, foolish, ludicrous act! argh.. shan't talk more abt it... cos some girl has already started calling me stupid! haha... i know i am!

Zhijian! Zhijian!

to LL, murphy's law states that what will happen will happen, what will not happen will happen too! here's a simple illustration: when u've got both your hands on heavy load and suddenly your nose feels itchy? haha its like what e heck is this happening to me kind of things?

*mirror mirror hanging on e wall*

2006-03-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

how time flies w/o u even doing anything constructive sigh... was still at sentosa a wk ago! wake up everyday feeling aimless! argh now.... haha... cant stand my life! anyway new found love = swimming! been swimming at grandma's house fer e past 2 days... and trying out e jacuzzi... pure indulgence haha! wish i wasnt alone...

2006-03-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

argh.. i miss cat high training days! seriously wants to get back to running.. my aim this yr : complete e standard chartered marathon!

*happy b'day kenvin*

2006-03-17T20:50:00.000-08:00

rgspb camp! woke up darn early in e morning to make my way down to sentosa..
haha e girls wanted something intimidating for their grp name and HEI SHE HUI it was! cheers sounded good as well! LOST was fun, brought e grp ard e island for a amazing race replica. they got high points fr me, kinda biased actually but they deserved it for all their enthusiasm and team spirit! yeah! OUTDOOR COOKING was hilarious... more so in e preparation where kel n i had laughs with e girls outside e toilet esp. thakshi and a few others who were totally clueless how to go about softening e bee hoon. we came to e conculsion that hot water softens e bee hoon better haha! realli nice to see how bee hoon, omelette, sausages, baked beans and sardines turn out to be so yummy! had some reflections at nite during TRIBAL COUNCIL followed by a short bbq. marshmallows was e butt of e joke haha!

e second day started off with DRY-RAFTING. was fun until a point where xin er and liting started chasing me ard, trying to splash me with a bucket of water. must say those girls can run haha! of cos they didnt have their wish haha! thanks to my dodging and ducking! grace chan even hit a water bomb at me which didnt burst and i had my revenge.. mentally challenging ENDURANCE TRAINING was e highlight of this camp.. girls cried, peeved at us instructors, gave their all to protect one another.. xin er was certainly affected by it? its amazing to see how they cared for one another, expressed feelings openly which guys dun unless in brokeback mountain! hee!

these girls were great in terms of enthusiasm, participation and initiative and some left a good impression on me notably xin er for her strong will, leadership and initiative, grace chan with her bubbly disposition,liting with a thing for madness haha.. overall was a fantastic camp for me and i learnt alot fr these girls as well.. hei she hui rock on!

*hei she hui... fight like champion win like champion, fight like champion win like champion, all da rest can go fly kite, fly kite ah fly kite, all da rest can go fly kite, fly kite ah fly kite, scully later lao da bites!*

2005-10-22T16:59:00.000-07:00

clubbing last nite wasnt that great...

went out to celebrate kelvin's bday... headed down indochine fer a drink to kick-off e nite.. mike, kevin, alfred, lip en, alex, kelvin all were there be4 me... with john, norman and e real bday boy jx joining us moments later... ambience was definitely there lest for e crowd...
sigh... went club hopping after that... momo to ms to circular rd... didnt realli like e idea... went along under peer pressure and ended up in a farked up club... full of u know xxxxxx...

feel like going down ZOUK or ESKI BAR someday... for now nothing else interests me...

2005-10-16T10:15:00.000-07:00

drove out for supper wif irving n vincent to jalan kayu... was alr 12 when we reached there... haha e parking coupons thing was giving us a headache haha somehow all 3 of us misinterpreted the sign! here what e sign says: '50c p/h... parking all day & night (including sunday & public hols) 7am -10pm' realised didnt had to place coupons at all when i discovered e timings on e coupon shows no 1am-6am haha goodness gracious us! wasted 2 coupons in e end...
went for e famous thasevi roti prata! was crispy and curry was good... went down chong pang mac's to accompany irving for his report writing... reached home like 315am...

*nobody wants to be lonely*

2005-10-14T22:34:00.000-07:00

hey say goodbye to teenage! im officially 20 today! haha... starting another phase of my life... getting old...
was indeed nice to know that alot of ppl still remember ur birthday though hardly in contact nowadays... those u least expect to remember actually do... guess frens play an impt part in my life, cant do w/o them! thanks guys!
oc bought a cake for all e oct babies - hafiz, me, jx & kel (so nice of him... appreciated it alot, think for now other than hazwan, we're e only ones to get this privilege! hee) well, jx made e plt sang me bday song after ippt... quite embarrassing though haha... was in taiwan last yr this day during exercise, *sad* time realli flies... hee so glad... my 21st bday will be out of army!

2005-10-06T15:47:00.000-07:00

dad's birthday today! haha... which means mine is approaching too! ordered prima deli cake which gonna be delivered in a few hrs time...
recruits coming in tmr... confinement week gonna start again... hate this kinda life... hee dun worry...

I'LL BE BACK !!!

2005-10-03T09:15:00.000-07:00

ya, i still remember... some things never change...

2005-10-02T22:45:00.000-07:00

went down OG albert... as mum wanna grab e last day 20% offer... haha unwittingly became a OG member cos mum spent quite abit and got 2 memberships free... bought this bum equipment tee on sales, not too bad fer a price of just $18.40 after discount... shall stock up my wardrobe for my uni life bit by bit haha...
seafood centre @ east coast just re-opened after renovation... headed down fer dad's b'day's celebration, decided on no signboard restaurant! had a nice encounter there? haha im nt telling anyone! it was definitely nice n sweet! *bleahz* white pepper crab live up to its name... superb! relatively new sensation! ambience is good, got those posh kind of feeling... wasnt that ex also, cost bt 80 bucks... spilt e bill with sis...
haha beat e traffic light fer e 1st time... haha hope no cameras present then... *guilty*

2005-10-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

bmtc2 family day at palawan beach, sentosa. total of 5hrs of sleep fer the past 2 days... dead tired! nel had a minor hiccup and all trains were delayed fer track system error, was stuck on e train at outram w norman and kevin fer 10++ mins, weren't e latest of cos! had breakfast @ e hawker at harbourfront while waiting fer e rest... haha skipped e walk-a-jog and took bus instead as i had to wait fer john, hafiz at e arrival centre...
beach soccer commenced... were up against taurus, mohawk, raven and then finally neighbours orion in e finals... things werent e way we wanted it to be and we lost narrowly 2-1 thru fluke goals to claim 2nd... was dejected definitely, couldnt gave oc a glimpse of hope of winning something at e end of e day... tug-of-war was epitome of our ninja spirit! i was on e side giving them instructions and cheering them on since i had experience in e previous games day, did well to hold out and managed to pull out e flag thru junxian and got first in our grp... but lost out on timing overall... was impressed wth oc fer being e only oc that realli mingled and participated with us... or rather encouraged us to play to win! took tram to siloso beach after prize presentation and began our small cohesion... *ouch* knee bleeding...

achievements @ ninja
street soccer 5-a-side --- 1st
tug of war games day 03/05 --- 3rd
beach soccer family day'05 --- 2nd

2005-09-30T23:45:00.000-07:00

never knew my bunk's so far from e tft...
haha was back in camp fer some commanders training.. totally crap... waste of time! parade was even worse... argh! damn pissed at whoever took my beret!
went back after happy hr at lighthouse mess... was @ tft already when i realise i left my wallet in e bunk... left with just 5 mins? passed my shoebag to derrick and sped all e way back... camp pass flew out too but thankfully someone spotted... certainly running in smart 4 wasn't that easy... was back at tft 3 mins later... still in time? sigh... maybe not? ferry was full... gate closed? wat e ??? have to wait 1 hr later? oh cant be right? panting, sweat kept rolling down e cheeks, no. 4 was wet... how uncomfortable... was cursing and swearing until pegasus coy came along! haha hopped onto e recruits ferry after waiting just ten mins... not that down afterall...
went down to yishun with irving to have late dinner... spent time at starbucks, drinking fav ice cafee mocha!

2005-09-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

sentosa outing! was e first to reach harbourfront though... wow theres this girl in black and denim shorts caught my eyes haha... nice girl... and we exchanged smiles.. then came kel and michael... lip en was late? 4 guys only? wheres e rest? hmmm... haha... nv knew that theres a siloso beach shuttle... didnt haf to wait a single moment for e transport... seems like we're lucky? had frisbee, soccer, sun-tan and swim at e beach... the sand was burning hot i swear... kept duggin deep to place my feet in during frisbee!

*on e shuttle.. me, kel and michael*

*at siloso beach posing*

went fer bbq in e evening at ronnie's place... sort of like a mini class gathering, never had that in a long while... caught up with mr wang (my upper sec form teacher) and he was sharing things abt cat high and how e principal's turning e sch upside down... cat high had my fondest memories back in sch days... you know boys sch? where u can do real stupid stuffs and laugh at each other... haha its a guys thing... e girls dun get it!

*class 3-8 and 4-8 snapshot*

2005-09-22T23:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday's wedding dinner was so-so... went orchard hotel for my mum's cousin's wedding dinner... it wasnt that alluring or splendid or rather e way i always want mine to be in e future... a simple affair i should say but food was great.. met up with distant relatives and all asked how am i doing in e army and stuffs... hee can see that e bridegroom side was constantly making comments abt the bride, whispering into each other' ears haha (that's my relatives) cos she was horizontally challenged haha! seems so incompatible with my distant uncle who's rather scrawny...
went out with kelvin and lip en for gym at jurong east! was pouring when i left my house... did abit of weights then we proceed on to e pool below... went a few rounds of lazy pool, you know those which you just float in e water and let e currents push you along? went for jacuzzi and wave pool too! haha three young girls weer looking in our direction all e while... and i swear im not lying! haha... went fer hawker at nearby market next.. and went home with a tinge of lethargic...

2005-09-18T23:00:00.000-07:00

happy mid-autumn festival! had my mooncake and hot green tea to go with it, alone at home! its been a quiet festival, not much of celebrations going on... like any traditional chinese festivals, they seem to have lost it. [wondering...] wouldn't it be so nice to be out tonight.. with the ppl you love and the pple u care about, simply enjoyin their company, carrying lanterns enjoying night sky with e full moon hanging over you, eatin mooncakes... well i can only dream bt that...
watched newcastle vs blackburn... fantastic 3-0 victory fer my supported club! didnt expect newcastle to win until shearer scores with a bang fr indirect free-kick. owen then headed e team to a 2 goal lead... to round it all off n'zogbia scored in e 86th min... a long awaited victory! first of e season! newcastle out of e bottom three... owen opened his account and hope theres more to come...

2005-09-17T22:30:00.000-07:00

this new blog's finally up... been abandoned since july... decided to give it a facelift since i have e time to spare during my one month lull! well may seem abit plain for now... but will try to add in new stuffs if i have e time... i promised... so much to achieve during this off period, most importantly to train up for ippt! pride or money concerned... gold must come my way! never did a yr since napfa had i not achieve gold... this yr must certainly stay that way!
been driving ard lately... haha... but e interest seems to dwindle after i've gotten e licence *sigh*
something made my day today... so happy can? was with ah bao and hx in town... brushed past rebecca lim in town today... maintained that one sec of eye contact with her! seems a lifetime to me though... wah! omg! real-life rebecca appearing rite in front of me? am i dreaming or what? could only grin in my heart man... well if only she knows who i am... *pinning*... e thot of her makes me go WaaWWaawawA! haha...